Want to apologize

Hello everyone...its been a while sense I wrote a journal entry....Want to apologize for the extreme lack of Art Work here on my page as of late >.> been busy with my job and my art work is still not up to snuff yet. Every time I try, it turns out a failure, don't know maybe I'm rushing myself to try and get the sketch done. Or maybe just haven't learned enough yet from other great artists..It just feels like when I get to the shading portion of the drawing and look back at it, the picture just don't feel right, I am hoping one day once this is all mastered can hopefully open commissions for Deviants. But I must first try and over come this current hurdle, keep learning from great artists and maybe something good will come out of it. So again I apologize and once this hurdle is mastered new art work will come...hopefully >.>..hope your all well.